Monday, November 14, 2011
Baby Cruz...
R had his second baby that he conceived with my former BFF on 11/11/11. Two babies he fathered while still married to me. It's been two years now, but the pain is still quite raw. Again I feel as though my dream was stolen from me. I wanted more babies...I couldn't have them...so he went elsewhere to expand his lineage. Still processing this all. Still don't know exactly how I'm coping or how I'm really doing. I had a "cranial" with a psychologist the other day...not sure what to think of it yet, but apparently I have a "lot of unresolved issues I've repressed for years." Great...I just need a break from my life...anyone want to stare at a blank wall with me for a few minutes? I can't even do that...not enough minutes in the day. Up at 5...go go go...fast asleep by 9:30. Not enough time to really deal with all my problems apparently. I'm doing the best I can, I think. Don't know what more I can do.
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Well hold on, when their union falls a apart, which it will, you will have moved on. Go on a rash of dates sign up for school improve yourself setting a great example for your kids since than to their Bio dad and homewrecker, they have none. Improve yourself for yourself and in that process you will blossom and find the homewrecker did u a/favor cause soon u will meet the love of your life who will love you more than himself.
ReplyDeleteThe only place to move is forward.... Onward and upward! Hang in there.... Love you lots!
ReplyDeletep.s. I'm calling you today! ;)
You are loved and I can tell you are getting stronger with each post! Good job lady!
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