Wednesday, November 2, 2011

How do I stop it?

I'm doing everything I can do...still I'm sliding...drained all my resources...hardly any income...feel pathetic...hopeless...huge failure...letting people down...personal life leaking into professional life...losing clients...forgetting things...Christmas is upon me...don't know how to get through it...nightmares...2nd baby on the way...not mine...hers...how much longer I don't know...so tired...worthless...hopeless...just plain sick and tired of it all...need a victory, need something...I WANT PEACE OF MIND, CONSISTENCY, STABILITY, SECURITY DAMMIT! I feel at any moment I'm going to be overcome by this 20 foot wave and drown in the depths of the sea. I almost welcome it actually...if it wasn't for my children I would I think...
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  1. MacNovember 4, 2011 at 8:57 AM

    Hang on for your kids. They need you.

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  2. MacNovember 4, 2011 at 9:03 AM

    By the way, you've probably told other people this, but where do you live? I know the chance of us living near each other is practically nonexistent, but doesn't hurt to check just in case. Email me at stepbysteptoeternity@gmail.com.

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