I know it's been a loooooooong time. I disappeared for a while, mostly because certain people discovered my identity. I'm hoping now that if for some reason they find this blog again, they will respect my wishes and refrain from further reading. My purpose in writing is to find healing in the process and also reach out to others in pain. I wish to stay anonymous so that I can express myself freely. So, family and close friends, please RESPECT MY PRIVACY and discontinue reading. Thank you.
Here's the breakdown of events since I last wrote (I may forget things, but I'm sure will surface later): starting online dating in November 2010; Melinda and RJ broke up after he called the cops on her; they got back together a day later; Divorce was finalized in January 2011; Same day I was told Melinda (yes this is her real name) was pregnant again; RJ couldn't wait to tell my kids the glorious news; Melinda and Paul (her legal husband, not real name) are still married; Moved out of my parent's house in May; I'm still $20,000 in debt; Kids are now with their dad for the summer; Melinda and RJ broke up again today after the cops were called, again...
I know I left a lot out, but you get the idea. Interestingly I was sitting in Relief Society today, with the lesson on Eternal families, while my 12 year old texted me saying that Melinda had called the cops on RJ. Lovely. Perfect. No joke, while I'm reading this the lady giving the lesson breaks out in tears expressing her gratitude for her wonderful husband and children and that they are a forever family. Wanted to puke. Wanted to bolt out the door!! Usually I would, but I had committed to staying a full hour of Relief Society today. Plus, I had the closing prayer! Again almost vomited all over the lady next to me when "I Have a Family Here on Earth" was sang as the closing song. I drew the line on that one. Refused to sing that!
Anyway, I have so much more to say....another day. Missed you all!!!
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